Friendship can sometime be a struggle

I need new friends. There is nothing worse than thinking people are your friends to than have them treat you like crap.  I find myself just sitting, and letting them tell me I don’t take responsibly for problems or that I’m just a straight up jerk. It doesn't feel very good when everything is made out to be your fault. Usually it takes two people. I find myself just sitting and staying silent verses being defensive. Why would I defend myself against something I didn't do? I think friends should make you better verses cause unnecessary drama. 

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