I swear I’m slowly becoming a master at wasting time. I am writing this at 1 am…. how is it 1am? Someone please tell me and help me fix my sleep schedule. It’s like I am nocturnal… except I wake up cranky in the morning so I must not be. So here is the round up of everything I did today. I helped my friend do her science homework that was from weeks ago… oh boy she’s so behind and hangs out with friends all the time. I’m kinda jealous, but I still hang out with a selective few so I really shouldn’t be. My Mom is scared I am going to catch Coronavirus and give it to my Dad, and honestly I am too.

I edited all day long. It’s weird how normal it makes me feel. Learning and trying to remember the program. just making something cool. But there pressure, it seems without pressure of a deadline I don’t get anything done. Which is weird because with the deadline editing becomes so stressful that I don’t do anything. It’s like my need to perfect something also makes me not to do it. I’m making my mom a birthday video and it has the potential to be one of my best pieces of art. But due dates might mean I have to show up with something that’s not ready to be seen. If I show her the video/post the video after her birthday it won’t mean as much. I have not done a single piece of school work yet this week and I really need to get my sh*t together. But also I can just grind out the video for the next 2 days and then when I’m done, I will just grind at school. That works right? I might be late on a few assignments but I know I’m going to get them done and besides due dates really don’t effect any dang thing during this Covid-19 schooling. School has decided that you will either receive an A or incomplete so as long everything is submitted I should be good and get an A.

top & bottom: old Zara/denim jacket:Levis/scarf:old madewell/ earrings:Norstrom Rack/ phone case:bando